ALTAlex Dimitrov, “August,” in Love and Other Poems [ID in alt text]
steps to healing:
1. Accept it will not be easy
2. Stop doing cocaine
3. Learn to be gentler to the suffering child inside your heart
some of my safe foods and why <3
- popcorn, you can get some that is only 170 for 4 cups and maybe even less and it's good
- waffles & pancakes, can make them yourself and can get some for rlly
- sandwiches, can help give you protein and are filling
- popsicles, really low calorie depending on the kind and make ppl think you eat normal
- rice cakes, i loved these even before i developed ana, they taste good and are lowcal
- fruit and vegetables, usually low cal and healthy
- gum, lowcal and good
- baby food, as always it's lowcal and yummy
- soup, it taste good and you get a lot for a little bit of calories
- applesauce, comes in different flavors is lowcal and filling
if there is anything you'd like to add on go ahead Id love to listen and add to the list :)
me trying to enjoy something: ☻
my brain: you can’t enjoy this because you aren’t skinny
me: ☹
if you ever feel invalid about your ed, just know that myfitnesspal will always have your back 😘😘
I never cont. w this looool
Day 2: How tall are u do u like ur height?
I'm around 167/68/69cm depends on how it's measured idk 😩.
I wish I was taller tho ughh like a comfortable 5'7 would be cute.
Saving for April 🤪
I’m so depressed right now, I’m feeling awful with my body and so fat, I wanna cry :(
i need to see bones. all i want is to be able to see my bones. i want to look at my ribs and count each and every single one of them. i want my collar bones to hold liquid. i want my knees to look like door knobs. i NEED to see bones.
